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Sunday, January 09, 2005 @ 2:26 AM i.. feel ..crap. sumtimes i wonder.. do i make the rite choices in life? decisions.. decisions.. and more decisions. whyy am i doin in ahs? whyy am i in publicity? whyy am i chinese drama? omg.. i'm so damn freakin assholic now.. do i ever make de rite decisions? i'm crap. juz crap. i feel so zi bei. so shitty. and down rite stupid. i noe i shouldn't be cryin over split milk. but i've lost tat chance. tat chance tat would lead me into sometin tat i wan. sometin tat i wan tat i cant have NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh fuck. wadahell.. mayb i should have filled up the cca form properly in de first place. but i'm tryin to like it. but the tot keeps hauntin me. yuyang i noe u're gonna be readin dis. put i need to let it out some how.. juz leave me a lone. pls. and i'm sorry. now.. i'm sometin tat i don wanna be. i'm a pile of shit. |